hello people
i have like, 10 days of holidays .
gonna be bored to death though .
and i'm still not really over the jaebeom controversy yet .
jyp already said that 2pm will continue as a 6 member group
well, the good thing is they're not looking for another guy to replace him .
i'll be super mad at jyp if he does .
i just hope that jay might go back to korea and rejoin 2pm .
a lot of people have been supporting him .
the one that made me remember most was BaekGa of Koyote :

"People make mistakes. He was a young kid going through a tough time and yet they made it seem like he still had bad thoughts in his mind...The entertainment business to the naked eye can be joyful and satisfying, but the mental and the physical pain we have to go through before we get to that point is indescribable. I wish you guys can stop...If he made the same mistakes twice, then he is to blame, but if you give him enough time to elaborate on his actions, he will become a better person. Finally, I know you all might think that I am writing with no credibility, but this is solely my opinion and I stand by it. But before you curse or judge me,look into yourself and see how clean of a person you are first."

what he said really touched me deeply . and i love the last line a lot .
i'm also really really mad at those k-netizens that made jay quit
"The weak can never forgive . Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."
i really agree with that .
those no life k-netizens even created a suicide petition for jay.
what the fuck is their problem .
i can understand that you guys feel insulted .
but what can you expect from a teenager that is going through a hard time?
you guys made him quit and give up his dreams just because he said that korea is gay?
and the word "gay" is used by everyone nowadays
now i really agree with him . you k-netizens are really gay .
he already apologised right?
what the hell do you guys want ?
and at first am also kind of dissapointed by jay's decision .
you should've stayed strong for us hottests and for your fellow 2pm members .
or if not, at least for your dreams .
you trained for four years and quit just in four days after the controversy .
but i respect your decisions .
i really hope you'll come back T_____T .
and this video is really sweet .click HERE
its so beautiful that it made me cry, AGAIN .
some hottests made it just for jay .
love them <3
7-1 = 0 . 7 = 1 .
2pm will never be the same without jay .
and dont blame yourself, jay .
we will always be by your side no matter what and support you <3
stop locking yourself in your house too !

okay imma stop talking about jay .
makes me cry ): .
friday juoyen came to my house to do our project
but ended up not doing anything .
just played and played for the whole day .
now i'm addicted to sdo, audi and sims all over again !
been playing it 24hours .
okay i got nothing else to post . bye <3